I came acrossed this morning the question of would I be doing what I am doing if I know I was going to die. The answer is yes, eventhough the direction is confusing, eventhough the investment and stake are high , the only thing I know was I want to help people to get to know yoga better especially through the state of meditation.
In the darkest moment of my life, meditation has help me gone through the process of grieving, yoga has brought me to earth and stopped my mind from wandering to a different planet or thoughts of the past.
It seems everything has turned to commercial, as much barriers and heartache I came across in having the space called studio, I still comitted to do what I do and try my best to be the light in certain area. Some people , maybe it is Karma or known as coincident? brought us to meet, we could go through these healing process together. once in a while and every now and then I have to really check with myslef and not to forget the why I do what I do. Why I started what I have started.
At the end when you have doubt go back to the simple question of , if you or I know you or I were going to die, what would you do? Would you be doing the things that you are doing? May Lord Shiva, Ganesha and Lakshami Goddess guide me to the why Anandamaya & Katsavareeyoga came acrossed my heart. May I not attached to this work and simply see the work through the light and flows , LOVE & LIGHT
-Namaste-
